生活在谎言的世界...

一次又一次的伤害,一次又一次的谎言,一次又一次的背叛,一次又一次的心痛,
现在的我已经完完全全，彻彻底底，实实在在，很难过！！！
为什么你说的一切都是谎言!!!
你知道一个谎言能让一个人永永远远都是过着难过的日子吗？？
我想你是不知道的吧！！
也许你只是觉得好玩，因为谎言能把人骗的团团转。。
但是你却忘了，谎言也能把人弄的你死我活。。
你自己想清楚吧。。。

u hurt me badly..

i can share everything with u...
but i cant share u with other..
do u understand what i say and what i mean?
everytime that i saw ur post have someone else..
i really feel that,i have been lie by u...
can dun give me a feeling like that?
i really Difficult to accept...
my heart nearly die in the that moment when i was saw what has u reply..
my heart really have many question wanna ask u...
did u love me?izit im the Third party?im your man?or for u im just a silly man?
i dunno how to face u anymore..
What is the relationship between us now?
i m blur...i m sad...

对你说的..三個字

B,你知道吗..
從前有那三個字,天天讲给你听 ..
雖然沒新意，但很有意思 ..
我存了很多你发我的信息..
我只想你可以跟我一起笑..
從前那三個字,你都很喜欢
好不可思議，你是真正明白我的人
那时的我,只知道..
想你快樂...

《我爱你》

Snowing In KL by Namewee...

I feel the cold air suddenly dropping around the skyscrappers

Broken sweet memories shattered around the floor...

Suddenly the crowded city making me feel so alone..

The cold numbs my face and took away all the laughter in my life..

I try hard to fall asleep to escape from all my loneliness in reality..

The music helps the airflow and keep me from freezing..

The chilling air surrounding my bedroom..

All i can do is to close my eye battling the cold...
The night is so lonely even KL started snowing

My heart is losing its warm fighting this winter chill

I feel my love is drifting away further and further

Loneliness stealing my love away every day every night..

The night is so lonely even KL started snowing

My helplessness is piling up just like the winter snow..

This cold is killing me and its getting more painful

It started from my finger and now reaching deep inside my heart..

I try hard to fall asleep to escape from all my loneliness in reality..

The music helps the airflow and keep me from freezing..

The chilling air surrounding my bedroom..

All i can do is to close my eye battling the cold..

The night is so lonely even KL started Snowing..

My heart is losing its warm fighting this winter chill..

I feel my love is drifting away further and further..

Loneliness stealing my love away every day every night..

The night is so lonely even KL started snowing..

My helplessness is piling up just like the winter snow..

This cold is killing me and its getting more painful..

It started from my finger and now reaching deep inside my heart..

Oh...The night is so lonely even KLstarted snowing..

My heart is losing its warm fighting this winter chill

I feel my love is drifting away further and further..

Loneliness stealing my love away every day every night...

Oh...The night..Oh....

My heplessness is piling up just like the winter snow..

This cold is killing me and its getting more painful

It stared from my finger and now reaching deep inside my heart...

Oh....ah...her.......wu.....

Baby,do u feeling cold there??

Miss u every day every night...

就象我想对你说的..

Sing by Andy Lau :练习

那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆
爱是一万公顷的森林
迷了路的却是我和你
不是说好一起闯出去
怎能剩我一人回去

Those love and memories we once shared,
Love is like a forest covering ten thousand hectures,
But the one lost in it is you and me
We had promised each other to get through this together,
How can I now go back alone..

我爱你宝贝..

BABY..I LOVE YOU

对不起..Ah B..

这几天都在忙工作..
工作完了也没什么时间陪你....
感觉好象把你忽略了...对不起哦B....
Ah B,你有怪我吗??
如果有的话,请原谅我..好吗?
对不起 Ah B..

我的工作时间开始有点不稳定了..
有是会长一点..有是就准时回家...
所以不能给Ah B准确的时间...
有时回到家冲好凉也太晚了,也都累坏了..
所以就没有打电话给B了..
Ah B...体谅我哦..

不管我在做工有多忙都好,我的心也是无时无刻想着你的..
B,我会在这几年里好好奋斗到底,把承诺实现..
Ah B...我爱你..

每一天都这样想你..Ah B

我每天都很想你Ah B..
不管是刚起身还是要睡觉前...
我都会打电话给你..
问你在做么,冲凉了没有?,有喝多点水吗?...
哈哈..每天都会重复这个问题..
但是Ah B 都不觉得烦..
还会问回我同样的问题..
我工作的那段时间会很忙..
但是我也会偶尔send msg给她..
让她觉得我常常在她身边..陪着她.. = )
Ah B 知道吗??我真的好想你啦..没有骗你哦..

给雨水打败了..

今天很晚才放工..

放工前,ah B有sms我..

ah B叫我记得打电话给她..

因为她要睡觉了...

那时候才8.58pm....

推开office的门时候又刚好下着大雨...OMG

只好淋雨上车啦...

那里知道到家开始伤风了..

到现在,还发热了..

冲好凉应该是9.30吧...

我打电话给ah B..但是没有人接了..

我想ah B应该是睡觉了吧....

我就send了msg给她..

告诉她我到家了...也生病了... = (

现在我也累啦...

吃药就要去睡了...

明天又要早起..晚安咯...

想我的ab B..

Dear, you really took my heart away~~

dear,i cant live without u everyday..

when i was busy of working...my mind full of u..

when i was tired..my mind full of u...

when my mind full of u,my hand will automaticly take the phone and sms u...

i m out of controll....I miss u dear..

Life with Full of Hope & Wish ~

my life is full of hope and wish...
maybe ppl will say me: Ngi tu sot eh...lem makai jiu you makai meh...
ya..i also will say myself sot....but when u are facing the problem..
u really will make a wish,and hope this hope that... ='(

what thing can change my life??
i think only Money can make my life change..
but money only can change a bit...
only can make my life difrent abit...
the money also not the most important...
i also dunno what i need...i m blur now...T__T..

start from now on..i will hard working...i wan use my own hand to earn alot of money...
i dun wan let ppl look down on me..what ppl can do,i also can do it...
they can do it by they hand..i also can do it by my hand...
i m not difrent with them.. they have 2 hand 2 leg..i also have 2 hand 2 leg...
y they can i can't?rite?

i will make it less and less....
say good bye to hope and wish...
they may come true...but duno is when...maybe is the day u dead then the wish or hope come true...so i wont sit and wait..i will try use my hand to make it come true...maybe will faster then i sit and wait..

Macam a MaoQian month leh..

WalaO eh..this month really FUcking Puk Gai eh...
izit when puk gai the bad luck will come find me??
Already Feel Puk gai then alot problem happen...
nasib More few day JUNE is coming..haaa...bubaii~May..

hmm...i m working..just meet a UK customer..Omg >.<
UK Englise Vs Malaysian Broken Englise....
1st.. we hard in speak communicate...
but im try my best to speeking with him..try to make him understand..
Luckly the UK got bring a Malaysian friend..then the girl be translator..phew...
he come for the Digi smart plan Blackberry phone..
but for foreigner need pay for advance payment and deposit to apply that..= (
advance payment rm500 and deposit rm500
plus the phone rm549 blackberry curve 8520 and the rm68 unlimited online..
and the plan is 24month contract ...total 1617
hmmm to expansive for the UK customer..then he dun wan liao..
I m Sad...missed a UK customer..My commission is fly already...
And my broken englise cannot let the uk customer understand all.. ='(

after i meet the foreigner..i feel so happy..couse can talk with another contry ppl..
i always serve foreinger like HONG KONG,CHINA and KOREA..
if saw them i can speak Cantonese,Mandarin,and bahasa melayu..hehe..couse they all learn bahasa melayu liao de...so can easy talk....haha...xD

My Sister Baby 1year old Party~~

yesterday was my big sister baby (Ethan) One Year Old party..

have a party at home....= 0

but i have to work...

when i have arrive home..

the party already started til mid time..

haha..but i stil enjoy with my untie and uncle time...

they are gambling and talking alot of topic..

i feel happy that time..couse long time dint gathering like that liao eh...

this the baby boy....Ethan Liew

My sister say him so kerbau de...haha...

If my sister not say i also can know lar..at party that night also can see liao..hehe

and this my Jie Fu,also is Ethan Liew Father..haha.SATU ChOP ba..

and this is my Sister and her husband..they went taiwan last few month ago pic..

now they already back to singapore...alah...

just back sabah for few day only...

me also no time home with them talk and play...

hope that they will back sabah as soon as posible...haha...
and bring they small kerbau also...

Moody day....

dunno y today arh....
wake up til now stil feel moody and unhappy..
what happen to myself?>''<
haiz...wanna sot liao lor...

this week less gaming liao..
few that gonna quit soon...
will that happen to me??
i think 50-50 ba...
arhh.....fan arh.....my life full of problem..
i wanna faster...faster what?
dream come true...God pls help me..

do u trust that this world have miracle??
i trust it..but dunno when is the miracle come..
damn....what can i do arh??
just pray everday lo...Pray for success..
stil have few working hour..after that i m freedom..
gonna back home bath then rest...
hope tomorrow will be a good day for me..
AMEN... my God..

LIke this Song sO mucH...Down..

Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn
Ooohhh (ohhh)

You oughta know,
Tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show,
I wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind, cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely,
Even if the sky is falling down,
You'll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,

Just let it be,
Come on and bring your body next to me,
I'll take you away, hey,
Turn this place into our private getaway,
So leave it behind 'cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,
(So why don't we run away)

Baby don't worry, you are my only,
You won't be lonely,
Even if the sk

Tired for Few day liao Lor!!

Few day never loging to blog liao...= (
tired lar...change place and change place..huh..
From Suria sabah change to center point...
Today at Center Point..tomorow at Suria agian...
really wanna Ask them 1 word...
Kamu Sot Kah??

TOday SUria sAbah...
nAH..2 Ppl working only...GIla...
and the FuckinG streamyX is SUCK LINE!!!
Make me work also WIll aNgRy... @()*&#$^(#$
working mood down...super duper down... = (

FuckinG hungrY..y The FoOD Court SO far???
walk there need 5mint ..walk back also need 5mint...
wanna take a rest also wasted alot time.....
Na Mui eh....

stil have 6 hour to wait..
then just can back home...
damn tired...haisz.....
really Boh Mood liao lar...

CluB i i inG~~

walao eh.....yesterday nite ask friend go yim cha only tu...

last last last They BrinG Me TO DrunK...GIlaA....

Kelvin Koh,Ah Fu,Alvin Chee,Kalista,Kit zai,Lo hok,alan...

find 1 day sure give u all DRUNK!! = )

Now Working...my Head So pain...gosh..!

cannot work la like that...Ciu~~

Damn Tiu tung Now...alamak!!

GoinG to Crazy....

tomorrow Will BE so Free..

couse of day.. = )

thinking going where..

finding ppl of Shoping or gaming..

possibly is gaming lar...haha..

not Sure also...hmm...

any 1 free?? tell me if u free..
i will date u out for gaming or shoping.. = )

Omg..trouble =.="

yesterday was working with dunno anything...
COuse is the 1st time at suria sabah..
Gila eh.....makinG mistake agian....
Credit Card Problem lar....damn....Ish...
Now waiting my Brother NG(Kit zai) To settle It...Gila...
Early MorniNG sudah Kena problem..Ciss!!

Orc Brother Toto has Msg me from FacebOOk...
he is telling me have a Easy Money way...WOA!!
Betul ka tu??Thinking and waiting his answer now eh...

Noow is so sienzs....Suria Sabah Is empty...
Today saturday leh..where those ppl??
haiz....many thing to think lar....Gila eh!!
Missing my Sweet heart also...haha...
Ada ada saja lar..padahal apa pun tak ada...lol

I gotta FeelinG.~~ WOohooo...
saturday nIght will be a good night...
Let Club club club b b b ing~~~~~~

Going Back To WorK 2moRow~~

later morning going back to work...... =)

have 2 heart already...= (

already rest for the 1month ++... .

really rest till lazy already..hmm...

dunno later will how....dunno boss will say what to me agian...

hmm...Big Question Mark at my head now... (0.0)????




thiS few day really Blur....

and Tiba Tiba she say: SHE is dissapointed to ME??

i dunno y lar..did i do something wrong to her??

Im keep thinking now...

Im so Stresss now... really really stresss....

if can i wanna Stop thinking about that...

HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE!!

I gonna keep myself awake till morning...

if fall in sleep..i scare i cant wake up in the morning to work..

couse i have promiss my boss to work tomorrow....

Cheer up budy....i know myself can do that..

and i will Try My Best.....

Crazy Crazy..

The feeling like King Of the King..

my friend watashiwa kst

Yesterday damn Crazy..early morning follow ANDY KONG naik His 10TON LorI....
go to BooM BooM pAW....woot... gila damn fun...

until last..watashiwa cannot tahan..haha..

we back home at 12afternoon...haha..noob shit..

Today gonna hardcore gaming til nite....woot...

Damn..1st game already lose...Lose BECOUSE OF LAGGING...

Fucking streamyx LIne.....
make my game stuck and stuck and stuck...

Sienz lar like that...Y the streamyx line like that..???

DigI broadband is batter than that... = )

2nd game also lose...haha..got mood to sleep already..

no need hardcore til morning liao.. = )

fuckker streamyx.. die lar..

Sometime i think Msia really useless lar..

batter i go singapore again.. x.x

tired...going home now...

Get scold T.T

Early morning get scold by father..arh..damn bo mood.. = (
becouse my phone msg song keep Ring Ring Ring Ring...(the msg song keep play)
My dad open my door and scold me...
Y dun pick up ur phone??y keep let the phone song play????
i wake up with shock.. but i m stil blur blur..
i take the phone and see who the fuckka msg me in the early morning..
and make me scold by my Dad..
Shit...ORC BROTHER TOTO...Damn... My Gaming friend msg me..!!
i m just fall in sleep ...how i know my phone Got MSG!!
Get Scold>.<

Feel tired and Moody..
brush teeth..bath...
then i drive my car and go out...
when at Kopitiam..i call my ORC BROTHER TOTO..
he dint answer my call...FUCK!!
my brian give me a BIG Question mark??
y he msg me so early?and now i call him he dint answer my calL?
Haiz..nvm lar...

My car have problem agian...i fetch Lai Meng go buy the car parts..
then afternoon go to my friend shop..and ask them help me repair my car...
wait about 2hour...my car is Done...NO PROBLEM ANY MORE..
tired and moody..

Nice day~

just finish DOTA with those friend..
haha..fun mode..friendly match....damn funny...
i think can win all the game,but at last lose 1 game also..haiz..
btw.. im stil so happy.... = )

today is a nice day..
couse everything go by Happyness......
my friend telling me that..
the next trip to pulau is on 18 april..
18 april is SUNDAY...^^
woohooo...damn happy to hear that...
I wanna play water sport agian....
but hope that time will less jellyfish... =

yesterday wake up till now..hmm
gonna sleep now...damn tired already..
Nites..

Bad Dream

Just wake up becouse of a bad dream..
damn fuck couse now only 3.30am gosh...
how do i cont my sleep??

hmm thinking about yesterday..
yesterday was fun couse hang out with sammy lee and school friend...
we go for pulau manukan on 10am woot..
when we arrive there..
we can saw alot of fish in the water..
and alot of jellyfish..arh damn...
but look damn beautiful..

we find for a place and put down all the thing..
and change the cloth and started play
at pulau we join the water sport..
we play Banana boat ...
rm20 for each person..
that was great feeling when we are siting on the banana boat...

after we finish water sport..
we back to the place..
we sit there and talk and joking..
after we feel hungry..
we take out the food..and share with all friend..
after we finish eat already is 2pm..
we play for half and hour and change back the dry cloth..
becouse the boat take us back to kk is 3pm ...

3.15pm arrive to kk..
haha..all looks tired....
say bye to all my friend and back home..
when arrive at home..put down the thing.
sit on the sofa..and fall in sleep..damn tired..haha